I'm quite positive that no one will read this since I don't have that many followers, but I thought that I should up-date my journal a little. So if you've bothered to click that left button on your mouse to see what I'm about to say, thank you! I honestly appreciate it.
I haven't been really active in uploading my works here anymore, and I'm going to stop it completely from here on out. I actually feel ashamed of the works that I have put up here. They're not the best of me, I really can do better. I feel bad when people say I'm artistic when clearly my works here suck. I'm not proud of them. And everything I have posted is about Fullmetal Alchemist and Edward Elric. Not that I wouldn't be a huge fan anymore, but I've kinda lost my own style. I don't know what I'm supposed to put on paper anymore. I have lots of ideas in my head but nothing seems to work. I need to figure out what I want to do and what techniques I want to use. So yeah, I'm not going to be active on this account anymore, but I'm not going to delete it either. I follow so many talented artists and I also want to keep following them.
I might make a new account some day, if I get a hold of myself and can figure out my own way. And if I do come back I hope that I will be more succesfull than what I've been during these four years that I've been here.
Haha, I sound dramatic. But there's also good news! This year I graduated from high school, and I got accepted to college! After four years I will be a new restorer. I'm excited, within a month I'll move to a whole new town for the first time of my life! And this has proved to me that maybe I really can draw, otherwise they wouldn't have accepted me in college - I can feel my self-esteem building up!
Also, I've started yoga. I do it home, alone, following videos on YouTube. I'm definitely not good at it (yet!) but it has had some positive effects on my body. Maybe I'll keep it as a hobby, who knows. At least I like it!
But really, thank you, I'm moving on, hopefully growing up but I'll also be stalking my favourite artists here. I'm creepy.